twins ! in my class , keexiang left yufun right .

as per normal , school training , home .
meet baby today , only for like 1hour ++ .
super irritating , i quarrel with him uh . super sad ):
he suppose to meet me like 3pm at bishan bus interchange .
then slack with shermaine awhile , msged baby ask him what time
will reach , then he said another 10mins , but 15 mins later , i call him .
didn't pick up , he msged me say he need wait for his mom first .
imma super pissed already uh . bused to tpy , then train to yishun to meet
baby , err . he made me wait again . didn't talk a lot like how i use to .
bad mood . then he ask me go home take bus 169 , but i don't want ,
then he pulled my hand damn tightly uh , so pain .
then i was pissed walk off to somewhere somke .
cried for the first in this relationship ! ):
blablabla , he send to mrt ,
he hugged me & kiss my cheek before leaving
then i walk in & tears strated rolling .
super sad ! ):
babby msged me . blablabla ,
started laughing at the msg , hais , i really really
don't wish to quarrel with him anymore .

baby , imma sorry okay !
ily ! ♥ 7more days !

first day of school was okay .
met shermaine at prime .
blablabla .
after school was basketball meeting .
man , this year i take #06 eh . ):
the number like funny only la .
anyw , i choose already , cannot change .
hmm , meet boyf. for awhile , t
hen bus-ed home . hahah .

what a boring day ! man , i hate the ppl from my class la !
i love sufiyan ! ♥

IT HURTS ME BY SAYING THAT I'M CHANGING . YOU'RE ALWAYS SAYING THAT I'M CHANGING . & IT'S ALWAYS I'M CHANGING , I'M CHANGING .
DO YOU EVER SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME ? I DO NOT THINK THAT I ONLY HAVE TIME WITH MY BOYF. IT'S JUST THAT YOU'RE STUCK AT HOME . YOU KNOW WHAT ? EVERYTIME AFTER BASKETBALL MATCH OR TRAINING THERES NOBODY THERE TO SMOKE WITH , SLACK WITH . FINDING PPL IN MY CONTACTS TO MEET , CAUSE YOU'RE STUCK AT HOME . I KNOW YOU DON'T WANT THAT ALSO , BUT WHAT CAN I DO ? I FEEL AS THOUGHT I'LL DIE WITHOUT SHERMAINENG OKAY . IT'S FUCKED UP SHIT TO CALL EVERY SINGLE ONE & ASK WHETHER THEIR FREE , I'M SICK OF IT OKAY ! NOW THAT I HAVE A BOYF. I DON'T HAVE TO CALL EVERY SINGLE ONE ANYMORE , & THAT DOESN'T MEAN I FORGET ABOUT YOU OKAY , EVERYDAY I'M THINKING , HOPING THAT YOU CAN COME OUT , BELIEVE IT OR NOT , IT'S YOUR PROBLEM . YOU DIDN'T CALL ME , & YOU EXPECT ME TO CALL YOU ? YOU NEVER THINK WHATS THE REASON WHY I DIDN'T CALL YOU . WHAT IF YOUR MOM PICKS UP THE PHONE ? WHAT IF I GOT SCREWED ? YOU JUST SAY THAT I DIDN'T CALL YOU BACK ALL THE TIME . MY PARENTS ARE ALREADY DRIVING ME NUTS , & MY BOYF. IS WORST , YOU THINK I GOT THE FUCKING TIME TO CALL YOU ? CAN YOU JUST FUCKING SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME ? I FUCKING SICK OF YOU SAYING THAT I'M CHANGING . ALL THE TIME OKAY . FUCK UH ! I JUST FUCKING CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE , THE ONLY THINK THAT IS CHANGING IS YOU & YOUR FUCKING NARROW MIND ! OKAY ! I ONLY GOT A NEW BOYF , THAT FUCKING DOESN'T FUCKING MEAN THAT I'M CHANGING OKAY ? GET THAT RIGHT , BITCH !


it really hurt me okay , are you trying to say that i cannot have a boyf. & i must spend all the time with you only ? man , i'm fucking disappointed okay! ):